I've been called ... like this.
Not only one time.
... and not only by just one person.
At that time ... i've felt all is a rude attitude towards me ... but ... today i see all as ... a message.
Somehow ... i accept this definition.
I look at my behaviour ... and i realise that it's true.
I analyse all my thoughts ... seeing the non ending emotional balance ... and ... again I understand that bipolarity is part of my personality.
... by a lifetime.
So ... i ask myself what is bipolarity?!
What is my bipolarity?!
Can ... i stop myself be bipolar?!
What if this definition is just ... illusory?!
Well ...
But ... you know ... recently ... I've started to realise that bipolarity represents... the contradictory from us.
... that large spectrum of thoughts, feelings, emotions...
And ... it's normal as this spectrum to exist.
Yes ... it's absolutely normal.
I also trend to believe that bipolarity is actually a lot related with ... duality.
In fact ... it's its representation ... sometimes even in its absolute form.
Stop being dominated by bipolarity ... would actually mean to disconnect from the duality from us.
So ... is it really possible?!
Should i still consider all as an offence ... being defined as a bipolar person?!
Well ....
Maybe ... I should see all as normality.
... as part of this substance from us ... which is always metamorphosed in one million ways.
I smile.
Little by little .... I start to accept myself.
... just as i am.
Cause ... i'll always remain defined by as a large spectrum of things.
My actions ... will remain contradictory.
My thoughts ... will always be like that.
My feelings and emotions ... will always balance.
All is part of life.
And ... all is part of my life too.
So .... all i should do is to practice the acceptance in its absolute form.
Whatever i do ... is ok.
... even if it looks stupid.
Whatever i feel ... is ok.
.... even if it looks illusory.
Then ... allow to my life to continue.
... whatever that means.
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